valentine's day

nothing special.

besides having gossip girls, everything has been pretty boring for me.
i just wish exams were over, thats all. the truth, im actually trying my best to study now, cause i know i wont be free on any other day. yes at 2:43am. im studying still, instead of having my beauty sleep.

gossip girls with me =)

OHH Ohh, I FINALLY got a green light from daddy! ive always wanted braces, and the other time i was considering between licences or braces. and now!! daddy says YES! not that i asked him. but he just turn and look at me and said you need to put braces cuase you've got ugly teeth! GREAT=)) daddy has been great man. he wanted to sub a citybank card for me and all.


and oh yah. talking about dad reminds me about car. i cant believe my family at times though. i mean yes i know how much you all wont lend me the car. NOT EVEN ONCE! like seriously, my dad pays for the car and you all dont even lend me. just cuase? IM A GIRL. trust me, if my bro has his damn licence the car will be with him in no time. GREAT. only my dad trust me, makes it even better, he's hardly in singapore. GREATTTTTTTTT.

better not spoil my valentine's day mood.

i still have been chatting alot to others about mer and fei. as usual. mer's gf words were like.............painful?. its like i feel for her and everything, but no one can actually heal the pain she's going through. having her to wish mer happy vday, though he's gone.
and now,
exam hall will be a little differnt. cuase everytime when there's exams. i would always look out for mer, cause he's always sitting right infront of me =)
i want all my memories to be kept here. cause one day, i know, we all know, we'll slowly forget. like how mervin's voice calling " JOYCE JOYCE" is fading. and fei's laughing reply is slowly fading too.

anyway, cheers to my exams. ok i cheers myself.
and yes. hope vday would be good. HOPING. everyday im hoping.