im dying uh.

i have less 3 hours of sleep like today, and right now im trying everything to keep myself alive.

god, i badly need some sleep.

but hell no, after school i have plans -_-"

please damn tired can.

ohhh, but i guess part of it is worth it?

weekends was spend in hospital and party. skip the hospital part. but zouk yesterday was GREAT.

headed down with pris, met up with her friend julius which brought alan along
first impression, omg boring!. but hell no!, we had an amazing time i tell you.

mayb just me?, nono i bet pris had fun too.

free drinks, free entry. good enough.

alan and julius

pris say this is my horny photo! nt even close please!!!

yah, pris i agree, got extra pointing middle finger -_-"

glenn, pris, me and blahhhhh(pris bf)

haha. kill me!

glenn

more photos, update on monday. hate my lapppyy.

hooray, im amazed at my very own strengt. whoooppee.

anyway, anyhows, i so badly wanted to say how my friday was. BAD FRIDAY!.
firstly, it was boat quay for drinking, i didnt stay long liek for just 30mins, and i receive every single msg from lc which includes these 2 words "faster come!". so i did. even before reaching st james, weiwen was already drunk -_-" great, so i go there to? never mind. went in, said hi to weiwen and all. ok MOST of the time only 10mins of my at james weiwen is gone! whats even better was, he left the club and i didnt even know. stay till club close -_-" and great this malaysian girl got drunk and we were practically looking after her the whole day. made a big fuse outside atjames because her phone was lost and all. omg. badly wanted to go home to get some sleep!. lucky for some good company.


watched F1. totally regretted whyy i didnt put in effort to get those tickets. it was damn cool, didnt catch it real life, caught it in simpang with pris, marcus, glenn and yada yada....
took this pris pris blog, lazy to tell my whole story.
"we hung togt after. and it's real funny how thams and i are super broke already yet we can waste food and regret after. stupid dares that i wouldn't have mind doing but not alone! argh, if not by now i probably would've had some cute guy's psp to play(hahahahaha). okay thams and i are on a mission, right tham?"

meet me i'm quite retarded.

school is amazing, im wathing "the hills", blogging and playing DS, boys keep defeating me, WTH i'm a girl la. how good can i get.

i have more photos. haven't received all yet. soon soon.

The heart is stronger than you think
It's like it can go through anything
And even when you think it can't it finds a way to still push on, though

Sometimes you want to run away
Ain't got the patience for the pain
And if you don't believe it look into
Your heart the beat goes on

I'm tellin' you that
Things get better
Through whatever
If you fall, dust it off, don't let up

Don't you know you can go be your own miracle

You need to know

If the mind keeps thinking you've had enough
But the heart keeps telling you don't give

Who are we to be
Questioning, wondering what is what
Don't give up
Through it all, Just stand up.

its playing on 'my' ipod under repeat mode.its was peilin who told me "the song for you". looking on the brighter side.

well, after talks over talks. its still the same. the way we are right now.honestly, i don't get it at times.

han leng hope you have a safe trip, after you told me your dad actually booked a room for me. i felt bad and badly wanted to be there.

on a lighter note, i have a new goal!. that is to get myself a camera!i havent like taken a picture from my very own camera for a really long time.and i'll promise to keep it in good care, and my brother isnt allowed to use.whyy does he always take it anyway. he's a guy!.

oh, and did i mention i arrived in school at 810 this morning. and i havent left my FYP room for no valid reason not even to get a drink. i have totally glued my ass here from morning to yes, NOW. i only left for lunch. i hate 6pm now. serious. as i see the clock ticking i feel worser. what is wrong with me. what is wrong.

bye.

going to be monitored for 2 weeks, starting from tomorrow.
sounds fun.
it's only week 4 and i've already gotten my warning.
its either i'll be good or i stay back another half sem.

why must i even download the song, when i know it's not gonna be a good one.
please do not use this on me.

tired. very tired.

made cookies yesterday, very sad cookies to be exact =))
not going to eat any of them, keep it till i decide that its time to throw it away.
haha.


anyway, it seriously sucks going home. hoping someone to be home but knowing there won't be anyone home.


haven't been really doing anything in school. sucks badly.


i shall update more on like my events.
sunday, had another brunch at equinox =))
i don't get why everytime im there, i don't seem to eat as much.
well.



i had a really fun time there though, i guess the only person that wasn't really having fun would be my dear brother. he was telling me and ben that he entered the smoking room like the 5th time which ben and i entered it for the first time only.



i could see that mum was really happy, which i'm glad she is.
and uncle, its really funny/sad, oh well mixture of feelings when i see him cutting his cake.
definitely very happy =))


ok, i just can't think of anymore thing to talk about. im really very tired.
photos, its just abit. gonna get a camera soon if i have the ability to =))


i think a week ago? kalis birthday



gang leader. HA!

dead.

if i die here, now, at this very moment.
what will happen?

fyp suck to the max, thats for sure, when you know that someone is forever looking at your screen =)) like probably right now?
that's like the only reason whyy im not blogging.weekends? use computer? no way!. the amount of time i spend staring at my desktop during my fyp is enough.


oh well, so far FYP. seriously sucks. it brings me to the verge of killing people. like why does it always happen to me?
yes, i admit i'm defintely not those typical nerd kid that doesnt need anyone's worry.still, i believe that the inner side of me HAVE FEELINGS. though i might MOST OF THE TIME look like i don't.
when i was like in promary school, yes. teacher do that to me. but i was too young to feel anything. i was a kid =)when i was in sec 1, there it goes again, those senseless bullshit mf teacher go around telling tales.oh yes, i feel the pain.then again, somehow i couldnt care less. and right now?, its even more mf, how can i even work/do my FYP with someone demoralising me EVERY SINGLE DAY without a single encourangement. its to the extend that i don't even wanna come school.
just hope for the best.


besides that, FYP has been amazing for me, level 6 people are defintely a very fun bunch. though i have such a terrible/headache project, i won't regret having this class.


results are out, finally reached the goal i was hoping for. at least a 2.0 GPA, i did it and i'm contented with it =))

finally i use this phrase. T.G.I.F!!!!!!!!!!!
T.G.I.F!!!!!

usually my days are like, wanna play i get to play and all. but now, its a different story.
i sleep and face the computer most of the time.
and practically doing nothing to be honest.


can't wait for tonight, gonna party like crazy. what's even better, not having to wake up 7 in the morning feeling shitty =))))) sucks to feel this way cause its only the first week.


anyway, anyhow. i finally gotten my hands on those vans =)))) lovely.


oh yah, i really concluded like never to like por bi uh!!. cause whatever you don't want. the more you get it. like how i am in level 6 and im stuck with shitty project. how great. but afterall, level 6 people are one cool bunch. always having crazy thoughts liek crazyin mooncake, birthday cake, pizza and dancing around to the webcam and gettign caught.



photos taken in class with some low quality webcam

nothing much to say, just cant wiat for weekends. going back to slack.