i like how i can wake up at 3pm, 5pm everyday without my alarms.

this weekend was very well spent, first was bbq over at bf house with the army boys. god damn i miss my friend, and i lose my voucher to a free personal pizza from dominos =( lots of chicken wasted that night, everyone left and i left for some yucks pub and RWS hardrock for some exploring.

second was ling's which i was very late for. didnt make it in time for dindin. so everyone was damn havoc in the rooms, having 1 manager coming up like twice, den 2 managers, and lastly, 2managers with 2 security. damn absurb la, thanks to the feather duster group. but lucky for the drunk night(not me), we soberzzz got to see what drunk cheap girl did.


and yesterday all thanks to em, everything was made better. we are so different, and because we are different, i actually learn alot about hot/short tempered person. another soccer night.

RWS hardrock.

and because one puke in and out of the lift, we 3 stayed to help the cleaner by holding the lift door.

our photos keep failing! its either too dark or looks damn ugly.

look at those legs.

ling doing jagerbomb. fail fail fail.

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town bores me. was hoping that i'd be able to get what i needed from town, but ended up with only a bday cake. it's either out of stock or i just simply out of sight. god, what a waste of time =( caused me to miss my mj as well.

so after those damn aimless walks in town, decided to decor my own cake since there wasnt much left to do. pretty pleased with the outcome of it. it's lard's bday. okok. back to my book, such an easy book! i'm already half way thru. i bet they cut the original story into half, to save paper. btw i'm reading the notebook, i know i'm damn slow.

if only i was one of the lead in those love books, maybe i would get to feel what they call love?. never fail to make me go "awwww".

so soccer fever is still going on, and i concluded that its the period that gfs/wife suffer alot? my slut was complaining to me about guys gambling habits, turning on livescore all day. i'm lucky enough, cause bf decided to close his account today, damn bad at predicting scores! so i'm happily in love right now, until some shit happens again, den the whole crying process starts, which should stop, i know we can handle things in a better way.

ANYWAY, ITS BEEN DAY 4! KNN i everyday say wanna go town, to get my stuff and return my books! for 4 effing days, and its either im lazy or something being caught in the way. TMR I WILL FREAKING BREAK MY BONES AND LEAVE HOME, I DONT CARE IF ANYONE MEETS ME, I MUST GO TOWN. AND why must i always feel so hungry at this kinda hour?, my waraku that bf got me is luring me, fucking mac also 1 kind, always make me wanna eat. damn it.

i was damn drunk, ii guess im the happy drunk?

expenses damn high this month, fucking soccer so cunning. CHEATERS.
bad sign for losing too much, and my bf promised to end the "hopings" (yah fucking stare at the tv and all i said was "comon la korea, comon). thank goodness, cause i love the excitment, ask me bet i sure ok.

miss you, night.

Feels like a shit now. No idea where I stand/status.

goodnight, i miss you.

i'm broken.
can someone actually sleep in the whole day? cause if that is possible, i wanna try.

i need to concentrate, i need to. i dont like to read a book all over again just because my mind wasnt with me. please let me concentrate, so that home will be nearer.

if only i could call you to hear you.


btw, thanks for waking me up, just to force something down my throat friend.

if only couples don't quarrel.

i actually looking for someone to spend my night with. i need ice cream.

i know if i head to beds now, i will end up feeling the same moodyness i had this morning. conclusion, i aint happy. and fuck you eyes, stop twitching, not funny.

one of those days. days where i just wanna cry, crying maybe not seem to solve anything but at least it kills the pain. i need pillar of support.

ok, before something REALLY bad happens i just wanna say my eye is twitching NON-STOP. and just this horrible morning, which i failed to wake up at 530am although many have tried calling me up. anyway, i didnt go to the airport which could have been a good thing if i went cause when it was time for school, i jolly well slipped hurting my shoulders, such a bitch. luckily i was smart enough to pull myself up to lie down in a proper position as i was about to faint. so whatever, my hand is being a bitch, trying to be lazy don't wanna help me carry my book and all. and my eye can still twitch!!!!!!!! if falling down is not bad enough, den i'm so dead la.

hehe, i called c in the morning. reaction: why am i so clumsy.

becuase i wanted some stuff from europe, i texted C telling him that forevernew has tops going for 1 euro (which anaz happen to tell me, got excited). and of course, he fights back saying that my friend is drunk as well, cause with 1 euro, he only can get himself haribo. guess what? i wasnt wrong!, there was indeed the 1 euro top, which he bought, saying its the only 1 left, biggest size + ugliest. thanks man, i guess i will only have haribo from europe =(

i was just feeling the unusual happiness, because im not really the TGIF person anymore, so i just felt werid i was feeling really happy though im dead tired from school and nlb. but of course i just had to ruin it for myself.

i just had a msn chat, and i suck as a person. i really don't need anyone to be nice to me, i don't deserve it. all i wish now is for myself to finish up as much so i can head home, im feeling really sick.