i'm starting to hate blogging, its just LAZY-NESS.

im free now, so i guess just blog lah.OKAY im sneezing while writing all these!.im officially having those stinky flu.

days are fine :) its been so eventful all day!.but the problem is, its been TOOOO eventful till i hardly get enough sleep. i don sleep at 2 or 3 anymore, i sleep at 6am!. its has to stop thats whyy sentosa today was cancelled, cafe del mar at late night was cancelled too. but part of the reason was beacuse i wanna go find my dad. its the last day :(

we've been hanging ard with husaini and gang very often lately, from prata with him, to chop chop, to PS with those card game that got me CRAZY!hahah, i got wacked! and again to chop chop den studied tgt! and finally yesterday, i met husaini tinking it was jus goin home!cause i was dead tired till i had to drink coffee b4 entering my exam hall. but who knows, i landed at PS and HELL, edwin was working at heeren NUM instead. so both of us walk all the way there!. cine was for a while till we headed to amk for food. and of cause home =) as i said i did not sleep till 6am.

i wanan go out with daddy now!!but he neva pick up my call!!DAMN!!!

tmr, mayb mambo?.i needa find a job i don wanna slack my life away!
thurs - nothing
fri - nothing
sat - calvin's bday - and ya happpy birthday once again :)
sun - work

these few days, its been pretty hard?. i dunno what im troubled about. i don feel like goin out anymore, just feel like stayin home :(

i miss my dad.

i do i do. im having those love sick.

i wish dad is able to stay in sg forever!.

i dunno whyy ii don treasure him when he is here.

today i wen out with dad, he was dazing away while eating, and told me how much he didn't wanna leave this place, telling me how much he get those home sick thingy, how much he jus wanted to tell the boss he wanna quit the job. AWWWW , its makin me cryyyy!!. im goin to bed, i don wanna think bout it.

dad is leaving on wed, will be seeing him during october

i miss my DAD

me and edwin ng















sam chua and mee :):):)

















no idea wad edwin lim is tryin to do.


















the drinks that got people high.












































































































cafe del marrr






















































we are not les






this will be a QUICK QUICK post!.got to go study soon, tmr is my exams!and i haven touch anything yet, wish me luck!


so anyhows!HAPPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!. its hong bao, hong bao and more hong bao!.I LOVE THESE FEW DAYS TO BITS. i see my family liek day and night. reunion dinner was great, but damn! my family has shit things happpening again, which kinda make it terrbile this year!.

dad is back!.which is like totallly good news for us!.imiss him liek HELL lahhh.well, those who has their dad liek home everyday wont know!.yea!when he came nack my brother and i met him for lunch and gave us money for new year clothes!AND that was like 1 day b4 reunion dinner!.i had $300 left still!.

sleepless nights again. ive been party-ing all day. in teh day with family and at night i was partying!.went over to zouk on new year eve!.FUN FUN FUN!!!!!! photoss!!MANY!!.hahaha

day 1 of chinese new year!!!!. it was to my ah ma house, practicallly i was at tampines for days!.yeahh! but we went over to visit e-por. yeahhh and her house was a jungle!!!!!!IM SERIOUS!.AND it evn came out on news paper!. ive got photosss!!.

day 2, visisted many places lahhh, cant be borther to type plus no time i need to stduy soon! but wad was interesting was this huge house we went!.WHAOOOO!!! its was a semi D if im not wrong, very nicely done lahh.HAAA!!i was like pretending it was my house, and my uncle was giving me those " stop that crap" hahhaa!.

day 3 , was jus a family thingy!! we went ard our own relative's house.AND guess where we went next???.CAFE DEL MARR!. i went with my dad, brother and uncle!.YEAHHH.so i ask sam and maine as well.dad was saying he will buy us a car 2 years later on my 21th birthday!!.and he said PROMISE!!!. wheee but i bet my brother will be tking the car for like 6days a week?.HAAA!!!.i liek it there with my dad and brotehr and uncle.FUN FUN!!.

oh yeahhh, i catch 'hannibal rising' on new year day i tink.yeahh with sam, maine, pris, yan ren, nic and husaini!.to me?.its a shity show!.they cutting part are all GROSS!!. but husaini was entertaining me, by making fun of all those scary parts!!.

okayy, i shall stop here.. i need to study!!


edit later on gotta run!

maine, jocelyn and sam!
















charmaine and me:)


















the cool sam?

















































the apple sadal?. ya!!you can see my red finger nails!

















desmond!!


















































i pee everywhere! who cares!!





its 14th feb. its valentine's day!!and daddy is coming back home :)

wait b4 i continue my vday mood. these few days was really SHITY for me. im outta luck! on monday when i was totallly getting ready to get my butt out of the house i injuried my lil toe!.SUCKS LAHHH.its hurtss soo badly i swear i couldn't walk properly. anyhows taht day i met with pris to do my last min CNY shopping, and to my surprise stana nd han leng came all he way down to look for me and we all went to chinatown!!

the very next day i studied with nona and shann and holly crap! i have my montly thing!.uit just hurts sooo badly as well.days not goin on well for me :( and both of them were buying their valentine's day gift!!BORING!. liek i totallly have no bf laahhh.night came i wanted to sleep like from 10pm till the next morning but who knows aft i callled sam, we both wen to watch last night movie at cine. "little children" its a not a very BORING show!.its started at 145 and ended at 4plus! LIKE ????? haha! i was shock too! anyhows wen we're buying the tix sam say we choose couple seat!! i was like anything den she wanted the center seat!GOOD FOR US LAHHH. on her left the guy was snooring so loudly tilli could hear it! and on my right the couple was practically smoooching away!! LIKE HELLL!! aft taht home home home :):) im reallly tired!


and so today! VDAY. sorry stan and han leng i got my date :) ha cant go out with them. another shity ask me out but say you go zouk i don wanna ask you out already!! GO TO HELL!!. i needa go get ready soon for ZOUK!! b4 taht goin over to sam's place for her home cooked foood!!

more late nights, less sleep is all im getting now!


zouk on friday night was AWESOME!. HELL YAA, everyone totally agreeee!!, charmaine say its because the music were good that night, but im thinking the other way :):)- they know wad it is! anyway sam and i did shity things which i don tink its pai seh?.HA!! but everyone came back and were liek i saw you dancing evn from the crowd, ppl were asking us not to do it!. thats call pure fun!. so later i wanted to make sam drink like fark, so i teach her the 5, 10 game since she dunno, so totally will lose to my account!.but guess wad she made me lose like continuously, i practically drank the whole jug and puke later. prata after clubbing, more like a habit for us again. tt night same drive us home :)


majong-ed on sat night. lost money again, i tink im a jinx!.reallly work sales is no good, and not say im not doin my job but its bad sales!!.am i jinx-ing?.HMMMPPP...

best day was last night?.met up with nor nor, sam and maine aft work at prata house AGAIN! so long like never see nor lahh!and wads worse, she went off early :( so 3 of us totally not know where to go! so they choose dunno some resiviour,and we all started EMO-ing in the car!!WTH!!! maine and sam were liek lets listen to sad song!! ALLL SURE CRY ONE!!.DAMN SHIT!.all i knew was we spend pretty alot of time in the car, finding teh place and all. finally got there we slack, we talk and all.its a nice day :):) sam car had a problem so had to like keep stoping to let the car rest!.send maine home, let the car rest den reach my place downstairs!.woont believe it!i talk to sam in the car for like 2 hours!!! till 5am! FAINT. and ya we past 2 road block, lucky it was on the opp.side den suddenly we saw one on our side, but they were busy!!! PHEW!

today i wanna rest at home!!!but i realised i haven finish my hsopping for new year clothes!.and im pretty lazy to actually move!!!mayb tmr? after mugging!!.

and this CNY is bad!my exams fallls near chinese new year liek the 22th and 26th!.HELLL!! i haven evn studyy!!.i don have the time, yaya people will say excuses!. but you see today i rest, cant study cause i need soemone to gide me! tmr study!!!! wed is valentine's day! according to me its also another shity day, and dad will be home. thurs i wanna go out with dad to you know shop and you know ask him to payy!!. friday im goin urban?.liek skaiting?.den sat in cny eve!.it gets busy alreadyyy. how can exams fall on new year dayyy!!! DMAN!!

lots of photo load it when i get it from sam.

Shopping Spreeeee!!

today is sooo a shopping day for me, i woke up early in the mornin tehn i wen with my mama to shop for like household chores!.we bought like everything we wanted w/o hesistation! so now my fridge has like ALOT of food, which i feel like cooking though im not hungry at all. TEMPTED. anyway someone call jk commented on me being fat!.LIKE HELLL!!!.

later i met paulene and pris to do our CNY shopping!. and i manage to buy 2 tops, 1 shoe and a sock -_-" ha!.the shoe is the only thing i was pissed!, jus right aft i bought that shoe from topshop i saw a nicer one at roxy!DAMN IT.but the tops all i bought like very normal?. i cant get anything special?.HECK!. tmr im goin to get a cap :) so my CNY clothes are all settled, i jus need more bottoms, i want that esprite jumper!!.KELVIN must help :) and i guess me and pris travelled the whole world today, from orchard to suntec to bugis! HELL.

tmr pris olevel paper.LUCKS!, tmr goin with pris den shop a while den to Hl's place for movie with my matess :):)


im still not happy. wnet ard today, i still see the footsteps we left behind.

how cute w/o my mouth!.


























the sweating machine at DXO.




so yesterday finally reformatted my computer but internet is still not working. so i'll seldom come online, i will online when my brother is like not back, like NOW!.yeesss! so anyway im dying at home with nothing to do, so i went over jus now to han leng's place to borrow some PC games!.YEAHHHH.

blog later, on phone :)


2:40am
yeah im back from a stupid conversation -_-" so ya just nw went to school, was like 1 hour late for class, thanks to my only brother who took my thumbdrive w/o telling me, which made me searched the WHOLE house as i had a project date line!.thanks god, he send me the file via email. aft class went over to bishan with nor nor to check the sony colour lappy!OUT OF STOCK IN SG!.wtfff PISSED.

stan finally appear aft MIA-ing for a while, he ask me go walk walk with him. but nadia called and ask for majong, so i agree with nad! damn, i fly stan's aeroplane :P later me and nor nor headed to vivo!!.i wanted to eat the donut plalour thingyyy!!but its under renovation!!!, i jus saw it open recently, as in just open the shop! so i had to eat old chung kee due to my $3.60

later nor drove me to town, met nadia and after that was majong!! lost money again!.

stole jason's nano!, took me ALOT of breathe to get his mp3 lahh!!.SELFISH!!

i go play game, tying roller coaster tycooon 2 though i tin kits having a porblem!

everyone is practically studying!. i want to, i reallly do! but if only i understand whats on the book. it really scares me?, i don wanna get an 'F' again!. i don wanna disappoint my mum, or anyone. so i guess i WILL TRY to get my butt to study!!

anyhows, im in pris house! and guess wad we do all day!. watch 7pm show , 9pm show, online, go parsa malam, watch dvd and SLEEP!."HOW EXCITING!". and damn, im hungry and we're having maggie for lunch! :):) . OHHH YA, guess what i did yesterday!! i went to the gym with han leng aka ah gong!.yaaa! and right now im having aches all over my tigh! haaa.

ok, i guess i will stop here! im F---- hungryyy!!


well, i totally forgot to blog about that deadsome night on saturday!, priscilla totally drag me to DXO. i didn't want to lahh, but till one of my friend say he's goin den i kinda change my mind!.yeahhhh.THAT DAY TOTALLLY SUCK!. wel queue liek hell jus to get the exchange ticket!, i practically got squeezed!, thanks to the BIG MAN beside me!, he protected me!. haaa!. and sooo we finally got our tickets aft 2 hours?. got in!! dance for 30mins and we're OUT!. it was more of like SWEATING machine!. so we kinda hang ard DXO den to marina there lahh. sam called wanting to go prata house pretty badly!, plus she had a present for me!, so i ask her to come over and drive me and pris and kelvin. yeahhh

prata house!,ate plaster!. sam always eat there and give me. this time i order the plaster not nice! arghhhh!. anyhows, guess whats my presents?!!??!?!.its a YSL/davidoff pack of cig!. like CHEY!haha! slack there for a while den to serangoon prata to find maine and nor nor.

nor nor is funnnyy lahhh, we had to order something. but all of us jus ate at prata!.den nor nor had to order!.she look at the man and order " teh si", the man gave her that look still "teh tarik", still having those look " teh ping!".ha she oder 3 drinks for herself lahh. and i reach home at 7am that day!.

feelings are like waves.
certain?.i was never certain about anything.

worse, whyy is it always when something is gone, then you realised that the something is 'something'.
i felt like someone jus stabbed me from behind, i was lost, i was confuse!.most importantly. I WAS HURT.

i though being 'free' was something i long for. guess not, its harder than anything.

how i wish now, infront of me was a BIG sea. then i could screm all my sorrows out :)

night people.

im actually dying athome, well nto because its boring but because im too lazy to do anything.PLAIN LAZYY!!.i still wanna blade, HA! and of cause yesterday was no bladding for me!

was ouot with nadia and jason, actallly suppose to meet someone but turn out WRONG soooooo.....i was withnad and jason!.and guess wad we caught?. "the queen". the show i long to watch, and guess wad! i fell asleep! and me not wantign them to knwo i was sleeping, got up to find a position to sleep so that they don know im sleeping, anddddd i caught both of them sleeping as well!!.WORSE PART, we left the movies evn before it ended!.its not a movie for us!

so jason and nad BLAME me for that shuty movie!.NOT MY FAULT!.and den i wanted to eat swenson! day: eat swensons, night: eat swensons again!cant help me i like the mushroom! YUMMMM.

after all that eating , we lan-ed. played CS, but more like screaming CS. see enemy SCREAM, kanna killed also SCREAM!ha!FUN FUN!.

ohh ya and we 3 squeeze into 1 passport photo machine and took a PIC!.damn FUNNY LAHH.i have no mouth!!!!>thanks!and i look BIG!!>FACE BIG!.haha.upload that pic sooon!!

aches ACHES aches.my shoulders are aching badly!.after a long tiring day yesterday

morning sentosa-ed with paulene and pris!.both of them pratically made sentosa like their home lah! snapping photos away, talking loudly and the list goes on. and wanan thank pris for bringing us to tangong beach FOR NOTHING, but jus to spend money on ribena!!.fun having paulene around!but she is leaving us soon for US!.after sun tanning ate at vivo and i wad OFF

met nadia to cut my hair!.ohhh i finallly cut my hair, nono its frige. yeah it looks like my short frige but this time its not slope its striaght!!.haa :):) i like it, cause i don like those long long one, it just irritates my face!.

after all those shit we went over to NP for skating!. at first it was like -_-", i wanna go home!! somemore eric fly my aeroplane, but after much sms-ing. he came!surprise!!ian came, darly too, but knowing that daryl is coming i know my live will be shortened!. so i learn how to skate yesterday with many teacher!. nadia teach me how to do T-brake, den kelvin came and teach me, den daryl teach me , den eric teach me. so im useless ya!!i still haven learn how to do this perfect T-brake!!. and of cause i fell like twice, once is because i was learning! and the other one was made by daryl! he made me fall, which my butt totally hurt liek hell!. stupid shit but i still wanna learn skating badly!.think im goin to ask papa to buy me a new sktes when he is back.drag him go shopping with me :)

aft that had dinner!and this time i nearly KILL daryl!he wont stop making me lahh.i evn stop eating because of him!liek KILL ME! aft that took the LONG 105 back home.evn on bus, there are shityy things that happen, this weirdo sitting beside me jus started talkin to me.

weirdo:do you need a sweet?
me: for?
weirdo: cause i hear you coughing, den i tot....
me: no need.
weirdo: so how long did you have your cough?
me: dunno
weirdo: well mine was a week.
me:orh.
weirdo: hmm so where do you work at?

the conversation goes on, evn aft i close my eyes to pretend to sleep!

ok.im goin to bathe meeting friedns to watch movie.

sorry charmaine for not gin to butter factory
sorry pris for not goin to fork and spoon.