i said i would upload photos but i guess not!. upload new photos instead!. so i FINALLY had my off day on wed and thurs!!gotten my pay as well, satisfied!! :) . wed wen tout with shann to town bought a top and a new WATCH!!.i love the watch so damn bloody much though the person kinda poke the whole hole!. but its prettty k! i shall show u guys!.PROUD!. aft that nor nor called asking if i wanna go phuture, said yes at first, but i jus keep changing my mind until i finally said yes!!headed to MOS as they wanted to go drink at gotham penhouse(dunno how to spell) but fail to enter!. so jus headed to phuture!.

LONG QUEUE!!.and its wad POURING!!.darn!!i had to queue alone while the rest hide under shelter as it was pouring too heavily!wait i had my umbrella, im proud of that!.BUT my umbrella actually leak WATER!like WTF!.u wad under the umbrella all the while but my hair is wet!.and well, i was a new soul to share my umbrella with strangers!.so zouk and phuture were FULL HOUSE!. so we had to go velet underground like till 230 till we could get to zouk and all!.drink and all at velvet till we partied at phuture!!.FUN!.i like it there:):), though girls totally cut queue in toilet!.

ard 4 plus, nor could not stand all the cig smell and kinda quit!.whaha left phuture, while sam and ii wen over to zouk to ask for water!.but sunno whyy we all landed at the dance floor!.and were on the higest platform!.and everyone there was dancing "para para?" and so sam and i look like idiots dancing our oewn!while everyone was para para-ing. sheesh!! clubbed till it close and we headed to prata house! aft taht was home!.skipped project!, could not wake up.


out with jk today, and still we both jus quarrel. yepp! bought clothes again!!. vivo wad boring for both of us!.its so not liek town!.aft that both headed to town, he with his friends.. i with mine! had dinner with josie and ah fat at swensons!.ate like HELL lot!.love that fried mushroom thingy!


ah wang is on :):) im crazy over this show!, might be clubbing tmr!.not very sure yett, cause ive got work! sadness!

photos - phuture, zouk!














i love her!, she makes me go wild














love her too:) all time pri-schoolmate














the para ppl!














charmine, nor nor, sam and ii

photo ogf my watch will be posted some other time.

sleeping soon!needa work!like again!,and finally january!!!! i work only on sundays!!

ok.my blog ought to LAG again!im gonna upload lots of photo!tryin to upload as lil as i could.yepp


pictures of photos with cousin.






























































































so well.MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODYY!.totally have no festive season mood. this year was work for me again, but good news!i close early!at like 730pm, had to rush down to tampines for family dinner,den aft that was my own plans. was planning to meet ppl den hang ard.but den some change mind, some watch movie and all.so i kinda got sick of it and so decided to stay home!AMAZED!!!.so i ask pussy who was like pitifully sleeping at home.to come over my place. right aft that sly and sam ask me join them for drink at sam's place!but change again.pris don relle wanna go.plus sam wanna go zouk.so both of us were at my place, till han leng called and ask me to join him and friends for drinks! its was card game man!!. FUN FUN FUN!!!i kinda lose most of the time due to meory problem.yeppp!the guys kinda got HIGH!!~.puke and alll.GROSS!!.

9 plus wen back.den woke up at 1130 den go town pass keys to josie aft was party at paulene's place!had awsome lunch!DELICIOUS!.but me and pris kinda slept there for 2 hours!guess we both were too tired!.woke up, left the place at 7 den head to town!shopped ard and watch "chalotte web" good family movie! but not that fantistic! just that the piggy is REAL CUTE! :)















































































okayyy.im too TIRED TO LOAD the photos..im goin to bed.load the rest tmr!



oh ya i also catch "night at the museum" great laughter. dumbdumb where's my gumgum, you beter runrun before they come hunthunt!.WAHAHAHHAH.it goes soemthing like that, if you guys watch the show u all would know!.whahaha!!DUMBDUMB!!.

working tmr!kinda exhuasted!really tired already.

-this is complicated, i dunno how i feel right now!i don i really don!.

totally do not know whyy ii jus click blogger and am starting to blog now!. im sick again!WTF! keep having those useless sickness that toally spoil my darn day!.gotta take care of myslef!i don wanna miss any party!tmr am heading to phuture for ladies night!!.


gotta thank my DEAREST FRIEND PRISCILLA TEO PUI HOON!! for tking over me on monday!as i had to go back to school to do my cisco test!which i failed cause apperently i did not evn touch on it!and if i do not go back to school i would have failed!.thanks to that teacher as well.he's pretty sweet to allow me to do it again!and of cause to jun kai for being with me while i was doin my test!.well i copied everything!.teahcer could not believe it lahhh.but who care!.and oh shit!i jus realised i forgot to delet the file with all the answers!DARN!.aft that nor nor called to ask me out in her car!!so me and jun kai wen over to novena first while she get ready!.wen in walk for a while and out we were!BORING PLACE!!.did wad we needed to do and we were all stuck with NOTHING to do!.so i decided bringing my lil' cousins out!.and we did we did!!!!!wen over pick my lil' ones out and off we went to vivo!

in the car, jun kai was playing with them!DARN CUTE LAHH!!.like kor kor playing with didi like that!.amazed they mixed well with him:):) it was sweetness + cuteness. wanted to watch"open season" with them but no movie times!so we wen shopping, had dinner and ice cream!. people were laughing at them while they were eating ice cream lahh, very cute!.and nor nor fell down because of javian!wahahah she slip and fell causing her butt to be BLACK!.KIDS!!!!aft that was home for them!.wanted to go else where aft droping them off.but did not.so me and jun kai wen over to serangoon garden to have his supper!!.WE WALK IN THE RUN!.like 4 times!.thats whyy im sick!.

i arrive home like 2 plus!cause we both were stuck in the RAIN!.in the end i didn't really care much and jus walk under the heavy rain!bad wheather!!*jun kai steal unbrella from people's house!. what an ass!.haa.

today work was boring!.pris came down though, she was suppose to come over my house but never cause she's now at DXO!partying.i cant go!!!.im sick!. jk also came, thanks for the pills!.ate it on time!!.aft work nor nor drive me plus dinan, jasmine, chun keen ++ to serangoon gardens for tao hui!!.on our way home nor nor kinda lose concentration!WORRIED LIEK FARK LAHH!.


now!im bored!watching "my sassy girl" vcd. no work tmr!thanks priscilla once again! i can finally rest!

pictures with cousins will be out soon:):)

work!.


eventful week i had!.tuesday was shopping day for me though i did not manage to get anything, but at night wen over to sleep in paulene's place.sweet slumber party we had, and this swetty pris actually wake up early in the morning to order mac for us.i tot she would have overslept.


wed was shopping again, or should i say roaming ard with jun kai.yepp.wen over to city hall area den walk to bugis!!.aft that was home.well conclusion i'll quarrel with jk everytime!!

thurday was suppose to meet nicholas alone but he woke up late so i wen over town first to meet paulene.den soon he came with 2 other friends, i only remember eric.yeppp.den sahnn came over to join me!THANKS BABE!.had mos burger deb was KTV!!.wheeee~~ sang quite a number though i did not expect i would.but it was fun!!aft that was suppose to go plasma for a drink but things happen!BAD THINGS!!.


KTV TIME














eric, shann and me :)















eric and ii














nick and me :)































paulene and ii














background is perfect! STARS!!






yesterday was RUHUL birthdayy!!"the rice table" was fully booked so we ended up in souel garden.nice dinner!!i got ruhul a sunflower though haha.anyway it was nice class outting lahh.pic pic pic!but we only happen to tk photo with the same table one! yepp.met stan aft soeul garden but he left soon also.den i had a lil shopping with shann while waitin from jun kai. aft that jk an ii catch this dumb-ass movie "isolation" bout COWS!, digging through the butt and all!more to gross part! aft that was home!stayed downstairs my place while jk waits for his friends, at 3 it was sleep for me!!FIANLLY!!.















our team!















stupid team














zhi yang, mervin, fei and jocelyn














mervin and me*smiles














nona, jocelyn, songming and karkit!













































birthday boy, fei and i














fei, judy and i






yesterday was clubbing for me.was zouk for us at first, due to trance music and some reasons.we're not goin there!.den we were sayin MOS.but nor nor name kanna banned aft lending her id to others!WTF!!.wen over there, they don let us!lead us only to "the clinic" i PAID!! my brother was asking me whyy i pay for?cause as u all know my relatives are all working for MOS.but who cares!CLINIC WAS terrible!! bad! old crowd, bad bad bad!jus that the bar tenderws are dressed in doctor's uni! so cute! so 1 plus we left!!BAD!but one of my fren he manage to sneak into MOS with clinic's chop!so nor nor and ii wanted to try!while walkin to MOS saw dj WILL!.i ask him to bring me in!!and goodness!my amazing fren!!!!!he jus say okay!and brought mt in!talk to kenneth for a while, miss him though!.MOS was hot that night!enjoyed. next week phuture! or MOS again!jus need rnb.




in clinic!














in MOS toilet
















i hate work!JOSIE i hate work.now hoilday also have to wake up early for work!i don like!!!


-don blame me for being like this, i fear people's thought.

i jus woke up, feeling so much better already!. these few days i have been party-ing till i fall ill. yep.wad having a stupid fever this morning!skippped jap class, but cant skip innovation, got dqamn presentation so i had to drag my DEAD body to school. today aft school was suppose to go bladding!but im so sorry girls, i wasn't feeling very weell i had to go home to rest!.ANOTHER DAY WE GO!!!!.



friday met up with jk, not long wen off with han leng to tampinese mall where nona and shann was.so we had KFC and thats all.den off to my papa's house.totally got nothing to do over there, so i gave them ideas like to see through my baby photos.whahah. aft that gathered ard my dad's room and watch JU-ON. i totally did not wanna watch that, freak out for a while!. but it was warm having all of us on the bed holding onto each other.jk came over to my place as well, and that BLOODY stan neva!.asshole!.aft taht han leng and nona slept. me , ade and JK find all ways to entertain ourselves and we ended up doin something stupid outside my kitchen toilet.next morning woke up kinda early as all of them had work, training and all. so JK took a cabbie and send me and shann home while he go traning!.





















shann and han leng on my rocking chair!














them camping in my house :) its cute!














shann and ii














nona and i

during work on sat, i had like million of callss bout the MOS tickets!.its was such a trouble!thanks to mr tien boon he help me ALOT!.aft work that night, nor nor fetch me, shann, han leng, yu quan and tien boon to MOS!but there were liek 10000000 people lah!.its was damn hard to get in, and guess wad in the end we did not use the free tix!and paid. my uncle was not there was well. gave tixs to judy as well, but she ended up at devil's bar. syl did not come and sam jus wonder ard outside MOS.ha.so heck it was party time!, at first none wanna dance only me and nor nor!.so both of us jus wen over to the platform, but soon found my friends coming in as well.wahahaha!!everybody go club must dance!!shoikness!. and well the DJs kinda don recongise me!!till i tell them my name!!.WILL said sorry for making me drank that night!whahahaa! that night tried many times to go main area to dance but it was too packed!i evn got pinch by some bastard 3 times on my tigh and once on my waiste.FARKARD! so we hang ard in rnb room with house music!.3 plsu 4 we left!, and met stan for breakfast!at some prata place!.aft that was home for me :):) .




MOS night!-MILKSHAKE!














han leng, me, tien boon and nor nor!














boon and ii














stan said look at the camera!!i tot he was sayin my camera!!whahaha!as u can see he looking at his camera














us in car!!i dunno what to the picture!

work at 1pm that day, josie allow me to...wheeee!~!~, han leng came down with yu quan and we went huanting for stan's jeans shop lahh!!.couldn't find!he say it was level 3, smarty me knew it was wrong so wen up level 4 instead!. aft work that night, was force my pussy to go supper with her! i ask jk to come and he brought daryl along!yepp!!


josie said u girls influence me thats whyy i chose that path. i really dunno whyy i did that, i dunno how i dunno whyy!. but u all did not influence me. probably "u all like not bf gf like that" this line did!. but its not you guys! no worries :):):)


holiday is next week.working all day though!, and am goin hong kong on 26th!this time pussy will join us!so need replacement!dunno how to find ahh.


i still do think about him, often. very often indeed. im stuck!

i just got home, and its 6.49am! imagine how tired i actually am now.


7thdec i'll remeber. things happen, i never knew it would be so hard for me.this is my first time feeling this way i swear!, couldn't stop my emotion, couldn't stop dwelling to the past, couldn't stop wondering ard. i don't know whyy it feels so bad this time, its so not me!i use to move on pretty fast. but im thinking alot, tear alot, the list goes on.


i miss HIM. hoping hoping hoping all these NEVER happen. OH MY, jocelyn will never blog like this!, its jus that its the special HIM that mean alot. it would be a bed-sobbing day for me, not goin to blog for a while i guess. not coming home for 3 days, would be party for me to keep my mind off.


a promise, hoping to be the first as you said.


-its gone


i still miss him, i do.


im fine people:) thanks nona, shann, stan, hl, jk and pris. thanks jk for the night, needed to be out.

currently, i VERY SLEEPY. im dying to just doze off on my bed!.yepp. so what's new now?.mich quit her job, which is totally what not i expected!its disappointing and all.


ok crap!.these few days did nothing much. had suuper with josie and mei mei aft josie landed in sg on the first day!.wen to chomp chomp!!whooo. i dunno whther its because im tpoo tired to actuallythink bout anything or what.


but yesterday went out with pris and evonne to esplande.*my suggest! well to makan at makansutra :) nice carrot cake there!.aftthat i was thinking bout PHOTOS?.ya.thanks to miss smarty-me i brought my camera along but not my memory card!.how cute am ii??.stupid lor end up trying all ways to get "LIGHT" so that pris's phone camera can see out faces!!end up taking photos in toilet!.yea how lame?. :) but what's most important?.FUN!!WHEEEE!~!~.



school today was ok.....japanese oral!.KILL ME!.i could evn tell the teacher"hiya i forgot how to read" damn how bad am i goin to do?.VERY BAD!.haha had lunch today finally at FJ!did ii mention FINALLY!.well i have south memeber cant blame me!*they understand!. so aft class bus-ed down with JK to town, and i was with pris. wanted to go home right aft i take the lappy.but in the end josie was bringing us for supper including mei mei!.i suggested "prata house" wheeee.fun car trip!.only that mei mei ah, her voice is HIGH~~~~~.i can go deaf!.sheesh! had onion prata my fav. and took LOTS LOTS and heaps of PHOTOS!!. even aft dinner we when over to the road side to play :):):) and josie its nice seeing you that happy!. as in the look on your face makes me think you're a lil one as well.aft that was car ride home! lots of photos but all sucks to me.


i have LOTS photos to upload!!














a lil sweet thing i do:)















girls in vain















reflections!















Josie and ii, Prata HOuse!!















fun with them















away from prata house!















and again!















:):)















see some fun!! they could not stop laughing!















in car!















in car!with meimei















thats what you do after you're done with your meal.
















josie!this is wad i call fun?
















in car! all of us! josie is driving!, not concentrating!

esplande day!!

at work!















the flash is from my camera!how smart.















cute:D
















evonne has been cut!






























my dear.















3 of us.















pika booo! *how lame!- im too cute to be a ghost!





























sweetness



































*tmr will be christmas decoration at shop!DRAG!
*friday friday ii wanna go whokilledsanta!, vote is 3-2. don tink we're goin though 3 say don mind goin!.ii wanna play the game, not for other reasons okayyy!!
*saturday would be work and then to MOS! for sure.i hate like LOTS of free tixs for sat event!.anyone wan?


-its gone?-