i just got home, and its 6.49am! imagine how tired i actually am now.


7thdec i'll remeber. things happen, i never knew it would be so hard for me.this is my first time feeling this way i swear!, couldn't stop my emotion, couldn't stop dwelling to the past, couldn't stop wondering ard. i don't know whyy it feels so bad this time, its so not me!i use to move on pretty fast. but im thinking alot, tear alot, the list goes on.


i miss HIM. hoping hoping hoping all these NEVER happen. OH MY, jocelyn will never blog like this!, its jus that its the special HIM that mean alot. it would be a bed-sobbing day for me, not goin to blog for a while i guess. not coming home for 3 days, would be party for me to keep my mind off.


a promise, hoping to be the first as you said.


-its gone


i still miss him, i do.


im fine people:) thanks nona, shann, stan, hl, jk and pris. thanks jk for the night, needed to be out.