this is mf-ing cute! the colours, the kids, everyday!

anyhows, 1 paper down 3 more to go!!

i think love makes me fat. and KYQ agrees to that too.

d-----------@gmail.com says:
haha yaa at the start will grow fat!!!

1 word to describle this week awesome. the rate charlie treats me, i'm totally gonna be spoilt. i feel blissed? but at the same time i just don't want to?. how many bad love have you gone thru? how many morning heartaches have you had? then again, it's beyond my control. just today alone i got to see him 4 time, 1 in the morning before kendo?, 2 to deliver lunch, 3 after gym, and 4 for dinner. though it's madness school period, i don't feel any pressure at all, at least not for now. tmr's assignment more or less there already. and i mistook, KYQ is coming back on the 29th DEC! fucking long i know, and we're having HTHT which i totally remembered we havent been doing for damn long!! we use to email each other with damn hell lot of complains but gradually we stopped. and today we're doing it again, and it feels great. 12am now, i guess i need to complete my casino assignment once and for all, and never ever touching it again.

i miss you slut, although nobody likes you and you got too much problems i still love you! and dont think i forgot about my bday present i tell you. and just to recall this picture was taken when we were waiting for alan over at his place. KAY U MAY DIE! always give me those damn fucked up voice when im busy den whne im free you eating with....... roll eyes! dont wanna know! den your fucked up msg will have HAHA? goodbye u may die.

i miss you, cause army sucks.

i miss you always, and i remember this picture! we had mac and cheese that day! im a good cook afterall. yah instant stuff.

this is just so damn cute! its a baseball cap ice cream cup! whatever bring me to florida? was it florida that i was reading about?

may i have waffles this weekend?
and salmon sashimi?
or kushinbo?
fucking hungry!

anyway why the pictures for previous entry look weird and all over the place its cause my STUPID --- friend did her entry on my blog and change my stupid picture settings! eh bitch you better watch out.

and lastly no more cough and flu?

i know i'm suppose to be doing my very fuck-ed up assignment but i've come to a conclusion that my body needs rest! YEAH BABY REST! i'm ill once again, ok what's new right? almost sound like " i'm going for dinner" thats how often i get sick. and why do i alwasy act super hardworking, turn off my tv (so i will do my work?) but im here blogging la.

anastasia crack me up today, i was playing mole a word in class, she was peeping and she goes " try fuck la try! your favourite word!" wtf i super keep my image in school already man! must be michelle! i see her in school i confirm lose control and start scolding her.

anyway to WEEKS BACK! my birthday, yesh i will just thank a few? firstly, nor for being such a mother to me, its a always thing? though im just a few months younger den her, she just feel WAY older la! hiya you guys wont understand! she got my the cake and all. super thank you!. ry for being my driver =) super happy! and everyone for coming! PRIS you no important la this year! disappointment. haha!BUT you're alwlays there. this bday pretty quiet, but i got my bb =)) and a chanel bag so nothing more to ask. fucking birken no stock -_-" stupid c brough me to pasta inc. everyone should try, but i really don't know what's good pasta, im obsessed with cream pasta so everything is nice to me! any pasta! JUST pasta mania! stupid cheapskate disgusting pasta. wait its not even cheap now!.

ok im not bored anymore. so byebye.

and ommgg! i found a picture i took that i completely look like my bro! EEWWW

account's paper part 1 down, and its really a humongous relief. but how i felt after flipping thru my papers was just disappointment. how can the test question be EXACT as revision paper?, how can theory question paper be EXACT as revision paper?. i'm so doubting school, it just shows why SIM is SIM, why private degree that sounds weird is private degree. comon. i have nothing more to say.
i admit casino's assignment is MADNESS! i'm no where near completing it but if everyone gets distinction or higher distinction, den definitely there's a problem.

away from school work now, i'm watching the hill and KYQ was right! kristen IS a bitch. and YEAEEYYY KYQ is coming back 29th =))))

butter fact last night was idk? hahha! photos up soon! hopefully if i have the time!

guess it's just a forever impression that would follow me for life, as much as i hate it, i'll continue to be the bad person (roll eyes), you people can go imgine whatever you want to (i'm not giving you people names already, ran out of it). nor wonder some people just dont shut up? cuase keeping quiet will cause you to be, wait, the loser?, yah that's right more like loser. great i'm the biggest loser!

watch your back.

me against time, no. it's me against sleep.
so many things left undone, almost there. yeap, almost dead.

no time to even update on my birthday =(

HI HI HI HI I KNOW WE MISS EACH OTHER SO THIS IS FOR YOU. GUESS WHERE WE TOOK THIS!

P.s I doubt you'd be able to guess. But I think you might then again. AND I know what your reason would be if you guessed it correctly!

Love, YOUR BESTEST BITCH EVER

one should never leave jocelyn waiting
one should never make jocelyn wait with them.

fucking mingle in town and spend money only.

fuck i hate my stupid school assignments.
FUCKED UP

OKAY I WAS SUPPOSE TO SLEEP! finally as i post the precious one. this stupid bitch of mine super cute ah.
Joyce, have you thought about it? I'm thinking how we first knew each other when I was only what, 13 and you 14? I remember you only in a group of friends. With claire and the rest. We both had so much quarrels last time i fucking swear I know I couldn't stand you 'cause you kept bullying me non-stop in school. Everytime you and the rest would all be against me. And then, I don't remember how we started getting close. You became the individual close friend to me apart from the rest. But then we had THE major quarrel I remember us having 2 years ago, when I chose my boyfriend over my (girl)friends. I completely lost you and it didn't bothered much to me honestly until He broke up with me and I was all alone.

I remember having to restart anew with nobody, no friends, no you.

You're the closest human being friend alive to me, almost like family. Someone who knows EVERY SINGLE THING about me. And I swear you're the only one who's seen my ugliest and unhappiest. The times when we'd just do nothing but lie on your bed eat mee goreng out of tupperware, when I have to even help you call your dental, pretending to be you and changing appointment, when we came up with using both our ipods to play the same song, I'd have one of your ear piece in my ear, and one of mine in yours and we'd press play together to make it play at the same time (seriously, who does that except us?) and then we'd get weird stares from people on the bus hahaha. We got our first tattoos together, dared each other to cut our hair fucking short (and then regret together after) hahaha all that shit, all because of you and with you!

And how I know exactly what you mean even without you having to say it out. Just by looking at your face, your expression or the way you say something and you don't want anyone else to know but me. I don't even have to see you to know what you're trying to tell me. Over the phone I also know! I think it's safe to say I know you inside out, like the back of my palms. I know the way you think, the things you like and what you actually mean when you say something that seems like the opposite. Please, half my photos on facebook has you in it.

You're the girl who's so close to me that even my dad lends you the car without hesitation every single time. And how every time when we're not with each other at clubs, everyone would go the usual "so where's Jocelyn?" or they'd go "where's Pris?" to you.

YOU'RE LIKE MY YIN AND I'M YOUR YANG OR SOME SHIT ALONG THAT LINE.

So this is the what, many-eth birthday we've celebrated together? And I promise you this is the few of the many more to come. I'll be there at your wedding, and you at mine. We'll grow up and old together and even when we're married with kids, we'd be at town pushing prams and shopping together. I'll watch your kids grow up and you watch mine. Forever and ever and ever, if it's within my means.And like....

Your face like that, how to not love you?! BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA BYE!P.s You know how fucking long it took me to do that collage or not! Better right-click save!

eh stupid bitch i still want my present i tell you! you are right about knowing me esp when i do this over the phone " HUH?" somewhere there ah! you just know i wasnt convinent to have out fucked up conversation. ok i wanna carry on BUT I SHOULD SLEEP SEE YOU LAH BITCH!.

lack of sleep lack of sleep lack of sleep.

gonna get some nice nap after this, no work today! SHOIK!

i caught a play, probably the only play i've ever watched. goh seng liang was super cute with his green bandanna around his head. i thought i wasnt allowed to take any shoots since no one did! anyhows, after his play random people would just say to him stuff like "you were impressive". totally don't get anything about plays, what's impressive, what's not. i think clubbing more impressive. at least i do remember he was brick man? always mingling with bricks.

tell me the rabbit in the pocket is cute.

super love.
super happy.

i just love looking at the fake "shawn" it just reminds me of you. ok it's you. no. nvm.

goodnight. bb soon. thursday soon. birthday soon.

i got new wishlist new wishlist!!
i want a bvlgari rose perfume!