i slept for 13 hours.

from 10pm to 11.30am.

and im still tired.

projects, projects and more. though im not that hardworking. but this sem i reallly wanna do all i can!. yesterday was HELL for me!, i had to study for jap and do my c# and there were more! thanks to my mates they've completed everything, though i feel a lil useless :( today had a presentation, tmr as well and on wed is my c# porject due date. it HELL. but i know this time im trying my best to move my butt!i am, just give me the time!.

anyway thursday's sentosa was cancelled due to RAIN!. spoilt my day!.i ended up at IKEA tamp again, spend like 10mins in there for a hot dog! ha!and i was at tamp mall.BORING!. nor called and wen over to paris ris for prawning with charlie and jasmine. damn expansive lah, so prawning was cancelled. so home was the plan, but on the car i jus pop up the idea of "airport". and BANG we were there!. stupid things we did.

Airport!

trolley madness!

missed sch the next day!, like as usual. met my mates at vivi that night. had perfect dinner with stan, nona, and han leng. nona left, so the boys and i caught the "girodon gang" the rock movie!. its a FREAKING NICE movie!main part : it touched my heart and its base on a true story! about younger prisoners. go catch it!. drinking session was next, over at han leng's place.

sat morning, poor lil me woke up early to go for ivy's baby shower, while only deb was early!.all the late comers!!.. her shower was okay, with the lil cute small baby girl :):) . after that headed to my cousin's place den to work den back to her place. they a;ll were waiting fo rme to have dinner!.how sweeet. loves. stayed over at pris's place that night.

yesterday had work and all. yeah!.ok gtg! rush my project.

i wanna blog, i wanna blog. ha

i needa learn to blog more!.these few days was pretty great, been staying over at friends place and over at my place. i've been really working on my c# project, i tried to study as much as i could for comm skills EXAM though i found out just 2 hours before the exams thats i had an exam!.sounds weird but thats how it happen!.

yeah went home straight after dinner in school, watch the 7pm show, and headed to ikea tampinese!.DAMN! it was HUGE!!big big big!.and again i wanted to buy like everything, but this time i did not. i only had their IKEA hotdog.haha on the way home was thinking of goin somewhere else.and when we were in hougang nor say should have brought me to changi damn!.reached my house downstair den stan msg me to ask whether i wanna go drinkwhich is so no!.but we all agree to go 'tou feng'.

fetch stan and we all landed at geylang eating and its pretty obvious i ate again. im toooo full to go to bed now!but i've got to get up like 8am in teh morning im goin sentosa again!!wheee!. this time with nadia, jason, eric and nadia's brother.

ok, i'm reallly sleeppy now.im off blog tmr.

i was sad, i was devasted, i was disappointed.

but now, ive soften down.


i was furious with him, about the mistake he did. making us all diappointed. ii was pissed, which led me to sms-ing him some hurtful stuff. and now i know he knows his mistakes and has said sorry to my mama. i feel so painful.

i cried to sleep, thinking how my mama have suffered over the years, wadever i wanted she is sure to get it for me no matter how difficult it is. i love my mother so much and i know i don show it to her much, but i hope she knows. from now on, i'll treat my mother with love.


hmmm, no matter what i still will love my family as usual.

well, reading my this entry it does seems like im talking about my father but nahhh.its another person!.

everything will go out well, and i cant spend money already. i promise to save.

OH MY GODDD, MY FARKING GOD!.i jus delet the whole post which i spend much time on!.sucks!.

i slept like for only 4 hours. and im awake having to do this new job thingy.which i jus quit.ha.

wednesday, aft class went for this job breifting thingy.its easy money! but its so diffcult to get people!!!.so i jus quit!, so means i woke up early for no use!.sucks

thursday sun tanning with pris, it was GREAT, but she keeps complaining that it is HOT!.kill her kill her!!. (i seriously cant rmemeber what i blogged). well so yeah, im not that burn but i love the colour but i bet its running away!. aft sun tanning i though i could go hojem and rest but no, i had to bathe and leave for tf4!.teh queue there was LONGGG!!!.my uncle were unreachable, so we cut queue!.ha!and finally i got my DJ's number!.the crowd there was ok........ we were just pissed with many, 1 evn caled my a LOSER! like farkin shit!.i killed her!:) that night is just many teens thats all.my polymates never came, just cause 1 didn;t come. but i still had nor nor, charmaine, sam, eric, ian, and freinds, wessy and friends.yeppp!! so it was not taht bad.

Sentosa!

show your teeth time!!

artistic?

im actually picking its nose!

go thome prettty late so i skipped school, which im so afraid taht i'll be kicked out of school.HIYA im pretty scared now!anyway slept at home and wen over to cousin's place for majong. won 30 bucks during first round and lost 17bucks during 2nd round. at 5am wen over to pris place to SLEEP!!.ha den off im home the next morning. nornor party is starting soon!and i have no special for her!i have no time.pretty sorry. gonna get ready soon to go her house!!sweet!

the night at zouk on friday

han leng, me, stan , nor nor

my classmate!!

school time.

innovation is a totally slacking period. ii should be sleeping right now, but i choose to blog. the last time i blogged i was saying about goin for some primary school renioun!.YEAH.it so did not happen.nor was saying, its far and all. and in the end she toldd me the truth behind "wear mei mei ok". she and sam planned to conn-ed me and syl to zouk that night, cause ive told them a million of times i wont go, as i needed rest!.


so we meet that night, fetching syl. driving to PS cafe at densy road?. sam car happen to be behinds us, while on the car also happen to know that PS cafe salad cost like 16 bucks!can you imagine their main course!.drove ard demsy?.and there came the SCARY RIDE!.sam brought us to this no light area!and we all were afraid!.had this car park meetin, decision was to go zouk get tix, its 15 b4 10.liek wtf!.i had to go lah, partially tempted.

zouk was BORING on friday!. 80% were guys!not good! like BORING lahh. but many were present. sam, charmain, nor nor, han leng, stan, syl.blahh blahh.


had work yesterday, pretty scary at work. had dinner/supper with eric at serangoon garden.great foood, we walk home in order to digest.

tmr will finallly will be able to meet nadia to go for some shopping!.WAITING!.

well, im finally done with my blog!like finally, it was like stuck with many many problems!. and jus to let you all knwo i like RED!ive got soemthing for RED!so stop complaining! :D i feel satisfied, very indeed like ive acomplished something! :):)

days are quiet now!.im having a rest!i like staying home, it feel pretty good!i don spend much also.but yesterday had a lil perfect supper at prata house!nor nor drove :) so did sam! i finally had my ice cream prata,like awesome!!sam had her plaster prata, i tried and it taste so different, nicer!

today had a treat in school by our very own mentor, yep he treat us to macdonald! i saw how much he spend on us!i feel the pain, well i know its kinda cheap but im sayin he is spendin money on like me? horrible student!.yea anyway, slacking today in school was great, aft that i was home and slept all the way till 7pm, was suppose to have a lil renioun with pri-school mates.but its been change to tmr!.yeppp!!

awaiting for it, we're goin villa bali tmr!. gonna try out that place!.

its been a month.
exactly a month, the 7th.
it feels so short.
but its that long.

ktv-ed yesterday with cousin, nadia and debra. ktv-ing with them was like being in a wrong room! WHAHAHA - they would understand. but i miss the old times when we all ktv-ed yep. later was majong!.OK im a nooob for majong BUT after yesterday which i won!IM SO ADDICTED TO IT!.so i went ard asking ppl to play!and guess wad, im stuck with eleanor and stan!missing one player!sheesh!!FARK IT.

but whats worse is to travel all over singapore taking photos for nornor's video! how sweet of her!.TIRING LAHH. NO MAJONG, NO NOTHING.bored!

worse of all, i have to work tmr.

right now, no one wants to talk to me, stan is stuck to the tv watchin soccer and nor is making her video!.SLEEP would slove my boredom!

well oh well. im in school, like happy school reopen?.no wayy!!

i so haven slept well for like almost 2 weeks!!.all i did was GO OUT!. wed was in phuture, friday was in phuture, sunday was at expo, tuesday was drinking!.its just keeps goin on and on and on!.

new year day eve!.was suppose to go han leng house to celebrate, cause i so did not wanna go to those places with 10000000 people!.yaaa!!so i wanted to celebrate like in a friend's place!.den so aft work i was dying hungry!, ask pris to go eat yoshi with me!.and there she planned and made a deal to ask me go expo!.wad a bitch!.whahaha.and i agree, wad an idiot! wen there with wessy and blahh blahh.it was pretty empty lahhh!.but had fun with them! met like ian there as well, so we all partied together!.yepp. ard 3 plus was on the way home and i was at serangoon *ring ring*
stan ask me go down clarke quay find him, cause he open bottle at indo chim!.CAB FARE!? $30.90!!!!! uncle rich lahh!!.so it was drink drank drunk!.went home i was DEAD!!.woke up early!never relle sleep to late night!, nor drive me to jalan kayu to buy prata and grandens for sting ray and LALA!. HEAVEN! in her house was DVD marathon but i fell asleep!! tooo tired okayy!.


wen to tamp from nor's house i cancel my shopping!today one i also cancel. went all the way to tamp to do project but did not really do much lahh.aft that dinner and den to shan house get her clothes den nor nor pick us to cine!toooo????wait for stan to finish his bloody movie!.idiot we sit in the car rot lahhh!.aft that he suggested clarke quay, he open bottle at geographer, some thai/singapore pub. drink drank drunk AGAIN!. shann was gone! girl you are so not goin to drink with me ever!you drink orange juice man!. eleanor was high ~~ whahaha.PUKE aft PUKE. we both were out of the pub by the river, she puking and me?!? whao i did the cooliest thingy! i pee in the river!.see i dare to blog about it!! yes i pee!cause nor lazy to go toilet with me?.aft that ard 5 headed to prata house CLOSE!! so wen over jalan kayu!.makan den home!ZzZzzZZ and here i am in school!.ok teacher bothering me! chaos! phuture tonight!

HAPPY NEW YEAR! 2007!.

have been partying all week already. and im dead tired, i haven evn slept well!. my day has gone to the drain. well, recently i have been clubbing and i saw him in da club gave me a very big impact. at work yesterday, i was so DOWN that i keep scribbling all over the paper! letters over letters all about you!. saw him again yesterday, which was even worse. it seems so near but yet we are that far. its been LONG like almost a month, and yet i cant forget.its only him that can actually make me like that, the only one i will dwell on. i don wanna party anymore!, its no use! i still do think about him. i quit!.


cant stay home! been thinking.out i am to eleanor's place.blog later