i don't know whether rushing is a good sign.
but i just did.

THANKS S.
now i really wish time would slow down a little.

morning rush.

i'm lacking of time to blog about everything. from beer for lunch during work to climbing into np to everything. ohwell, i'm gonna kill someone in my blog soon. so stay tune =)) it's gonna be good,just no time!

i'm always mobile blogging, that explains the amount of words and pictureless post.

friday work with J was killer! we both shouldnt be working with each other!it's him sleeping and me staring!,me asking for help, him betting with me!damn unproductive!and what's after work?sushi and cabbing home!oh i didnt mention, meeting with daddy for liverpool failed! FAILED! but guess what! yesterday morning S accompained me to register for school! yes! i registered without my dad's consent.great! gonna get disown soon.

go catch "the proposal" if you havent. it's one of the best show i've caught so far, well at least i didn't fall asleep.! i hardly really laugh laugh at shows. so it's a really must catch show.

wala wala for some drink. and ehub for fuck, was suppose to catch "where got ghost" due to tiredness and drunkness idea was dropped!but raining weather home! damn shoik!

//could this be it? be the one? suddenly time feel so short, i wish i had more.

and enough honeywater =)) kindsoul gave it to me!

8am, and i'm still home. can't believe i've accepted the job from jerome's mum. so yeah, sick yet striving. after accepting, i realised there wouldnt be much time for me to do what i've planned to do.
like my monday plans with S(aint gonna state names anymore), hopefully i get some excuse to take off. it's planned! okay, off to work jerome called.bye.

i some sort have the feeling if i just keep blogging about these, it just shows that i'm hiding/ashame of everything!

so, i'll start blogging normally. have been sick every single day to the extend that i just want to faint!i give up taking care of my ownself, never help! never okay. like how i wasnt even aware of my fever,and the rest force me to take my temperature and i was heating up to 38.3 ought to die? yes!

today vivo with daddy, my future lies with him. liverpool or not, all up to him.

and and, i can't wait for monday! and i'm hoping it would be great fun =)))

some kindsoul made honeywater for me but didnt pass to me? hmmmm.

i know what i did on friday was purely disgusting!
i know, i feel disgusted for myself as well.
but what's the reason for my doings?
so stop telling me stuff about friday and so. and i'm not going back to that line anymore.
i admit. at least i fucking do not deny to my any wrong doings.

firstly, i'm back for a reason.
i keep rephrasing this f-ing page.

well, just keep those comments inside yourself.

ability?

one has but you don't

one can but you can't.

surface?

not all the surfaces i see from you are damn perfect.

wait, den again why do i always bother about how you feel?

apparently, it never once occured to you that i have feelings. NEVER.

i won't bother you anymore, have fun peeps.

i just wanted to show this! i dont usually show my bruise -_-" my leg blue black is bigger den this! but this is what happen in zouk! and i was complaining it being painful. when the rest saw it, it was still light blue and the comments were "kay ah, not that bad". now? fucking black can! nor wonder i sleep on my right i feel the pain! ITS BLACK! IM SERIOUS.

caught orphan!, somehow this movie reminded me of myself. ( begging to tell i wasn't lying and can change). anyway i'm very contented today! very!

tmr, will be it. i'm off to school, if i'm really up for it and daddy approves. i'm going liverpool =))