i some sort have the feeling if i just keep blogging about these, it just shows that i'm hiding/ashame of everything!

so, i'll start blogging normally. have been sick every single day to the extend that i just want to faint!i give up taking care of my ownself, never help! never okay. like how i wasnt even aware of my fever,and the rest force me to take my temperature and i was heating up to 38.3 ought to die? yes!

today vivo with daddy, my future lies with him. liverpool or not, all up to him.

and and, i can't wait for monday! and i'm hoping it would be great fun =)))

some kindsoul made honeywater for me but didnt pass to me? hmmmm.