i was sad, i was devasted, i was disappointed.

but now, ive soften down.


i was furious with him, about the mistake he did. making us all diappointed. ii was pissed, which led me to sms-ing him some hurtful stuff. and now i know he knows his mistakes and has said sorry to my mama. i feel so painful.

i cried to sleep, thinking how my mama have suffered over the years, wadever i wanted she is sure to get it for me no matter how difficult it is. i love my mother so much and i know i don show it to her much, but i hope she knows. from now on, i'll treat my mother with love.


hmmm, no matter what i still will love my family as usual.

well, reading my this entry it does seems like im talking about my father but nahhh.its another person!.

everything will go out well, and i cant spend money already. i promise to save.