Joyce, have you thought about it? I'm thinking how we first knew each other when I was only what, 13 and you 14? I remember you only in a group of friends. With claire and the rest. We both had so much quarrels last time i fucking swear I know I couldn't stand you 'cause you kept bullying me non-stop in school. Everytime you and the rest would all be against me. And then, I don't remember how we started getting close. You became the individual close friend to me apart from the rest. But then we had THE major quarrel I remember us having 2 years ago, when I chose my boyfriend over my (girl)friends. I completely lost you and it didn't bothered much to me honestly until He broke up with me and I was all alone.I remember having to restart anew with nobody, no friends, no you.
You're the closest human being friend alive to me, almost like family. Someone who knows EVERY SINGLE THING about me. And I swear you're the only one who's seen my ugliest and unhappiest. The times when we'd just do nothing but lie on your bed eat mee goreng out of tupperware, when I have to even help you call your dental, pretending to be you and changing appointment, when we came up with using both our ipods to play the same song, I'd have one of your ear piece in my ear, and one of mine in yours and we'd press play together to make it play at the same time (seriously, who does that except us?) and then we'd get weird stares from people on the bus hahaha. We got our first tattoos together, dared each other to cut our hair fucking short (and then regret together after) hahaha all that shit, all because of you and with you!
And how I know exactly what you mean even without you having to say it out. Just by looking at your face, your expression or the way you say something and you don't want anyone else to know but me. I don't even have to see you to know what you're trying to tell me. Over the phone I also know! I think it's safe to say I know you inside out, like the back of my palms. I know the way you think, the things you like and what you actually mean when you say something that seems like the opposite. Please, half my photos on facebook has you in it.
You're the girl who's so close to me that even my dad lends you the car without hesitation every single time. And how every time when we're not with each other at clubs, everyone would go the usual "so where's Jocelyn?" or they'd go "where's Pris?" to you.
YOU'RE LIKE MY YIN AND I'M YOUR YANG OR SOME SHIT ALONG THAT LINE.
So this is the what, many-eth birthday we've celebrated together? And I promise you this is the few of the many more to come. I'll be there at your wedding, and you at mine. We'll grow up and old together and even when we're married with kids, we'd be at town pushing prams and shopping together. I'll watch your kids grow up and you watch mine. Forever and ever and ever, if it's within my means.And like....
Your face like that, how to not love you?! BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA BYE!P.s You know how fucking long it took me to do that collage or not! Better right-click save!eh stupid bitch i still want my present i tell you! you are right about knowing me esp when i do this over the phone " HUH?" somewhere there ah! you just know i wasnt convinent to have out fucked up conversation. ok i wanna carry on BUT I SHOULD SLEEP SEE YOU LAH BITCH!.