feelings are like waves.
certain?.i was never certain about anything.

worse, whyy is it always when something is gone, then you realised that the something is 'something'.
i felt like someone jus stabbed me from behind, i was lost, i was confuse!.most importantly. I WAS HURT.

i though being 'free' was something i long for. guess not, its harder than anything.

how i wish now, infront of me was a BIG sea. then i could screm all my sorrows out :)

night people.