recently i've been thinking again. to be exact i think about them every single day.
but this time i was actually thinking how greatful i am to have such polymates.

having to hear the news was already bad enough.
thank goodness i had tienboon who was being really nice to come all the way to find me to just let me know what happen, to be there for me. and of course the often question "are you ok?" im gald that i had him. of course not only him, emily was with me while we visited our lovely fei and mer for the last time. if it wasnt for her i would have chicken out and leave the room. defineltly han leng, he even called me just to ask whether im alright. yes, visting him in the hosapital. but the first question was "are you alright?". lastly, my whole class was being really supportive =)) i bet all of you do think about them every now and then.


the bright side is cal's birthday is approaching. being ultra impatient i gave him his present yesterday just so i could see what his reaction would be like. ha!i put it in a NUM paper bag and wrap it with taka's wrapping paper. lying to him it's from NUM. he totally didnt wanna open it. he though it was a singlet -_-" and said he would wear it at home. but of course i got him someting he wanted. and it's the burberry polo =)) lastly, i can't wait for carnivour, i going to have tonns of meat again.

does anyone want tanning? please find me. please.
zouk on friday too =))