i wanted to photoshop it. but i keep downloading and nothing appear!!so well, natural pic? HA!!

its those BLUE BLUE monday again.

sometimes i don get whyy we ill treat ourselves when we know it would hurt ourselves badly, and thereby goin back to where we were. it just keeps going round round and round. thats exactly how im feeling right now. drumb and stupid i would say. THANKS TO MESELF.


seriously, does it meant anything? ANYTHING? just a lil? i think not =(





forget forget* jocelyn please forget!.





today, i wanna type out my friendship with my 3 friends ( i don have JUST 3 friends,i have more)





well, it started at MOS, when ii told nor n or i work there, she came and sweet enough she always waited till i finish work which was ard 4.45, 5am. there were times she would be home and aft i end work, she would meet me for a lil breakfast. time files!!!! many many things happpen. till recently 'milkshake' event was on. nor asked if i wanna go! i was 18 and yeahh party. it was den uncontrollable!. we met maine and sam the nex time we went. FUN was the word. soon we party more often den ever! sooon, nor nor 'retired' and left us. 3 of us got REAL close, we club weekly! and den soon we know, all we did was for a reason. we got closer, we learn each other, we love each other. i now live with them, I LOVE YOU GIRLS. =)





ive been through alot and thanks to my 2 lil friends, they help me stand up, everytime i fall badly. evn now!, their all behind my back supporting me! THANKS YOU GUYS SO MUCH!!


including, edwin NG/LIM, jackie, saini..... for brightening up my days!MORE GHOST SHOW PLEASE!!





anyhows, work was as normal. as in im like a 'runner' i run up and down. i sit down, cut and paste! ALL I DO IS CUT AND PASTE CUT AND PASTE!.and after work, AGAIN tampines mall!! my aunt cant see how badly i don wanna go there?. she is liek don go home so early lahh, we go walk walk. i am like ' ok -_-" ' . back in ah ma house 1 thing is goood! FOOOD! its always so sumptuous!!





tmr im meeting sam before she leaves for thailand!! YEPPP! =( she wont join us on friday's zouk. LIEK FIRST TIME.hahhaha





SAM CHUA


im saying this because i care, realy don want anything to happen to you, thinking yan ren will be there im kinda relief. but still, having to know the S.... wil be there im pretty scared!. im not objecting anything, just don wan you to do anything bad! YOU KNWO I KNOW CAN ALREADY!