i just watched with full concentration , the MTV of 'what hurts the most'. i finallly got it, i know whyy maine cried. its sad yaa?.as in doesn't thing jus go teh way we wnat?. damn songs and lyrics are becoming more meaningful each and everyday now.

talking about it. have you ever wonder what is fair?. well, to me nothing is fair now? its more of like a competition with yourself, your heart. things are like so difficult for me now, i wonder whyy it jus keep appearing. i hope, and wishes that things wont go out of hand?.

i cant stop listenin to 'the fray - how to save a life'