you woke me up at 630am today.tellin me you're leaving for good to america?.hearing your voice again?.the voice i use to hear everyday?.i dunno.it feels so weird!.i was half awake at that time totally not knowing wad i was saying.aft we hang up the phone, you started msging me!.and of cause telling me how bad eveything is.as for me i had to give u the cold shoulders, because i know you would tink too much if i care for uu. you telling me not to regret?.regret like wad i was wondering, regreting letting go of the luxrey life i might have?.nahhh thats not what i want.all i was asking for is love and having someone by my side...you continued telling me how shitty your life is!.ii guess you were suprise by my reply.iim deeply sorry, although i knw you will neva read this blog.but wad i wanna say is your life is so crazy now its bcause of me?.im sorry.cause all has ended, and i have started another story with another person.

*have a fun journey to america today!, ii believe goin there would be a beta place for you.

*seandainya kau ada disini denganku, mungkin ku tak sendiri. bayanganmu yang selalu menemaniku, hiasi malan sepiku, kuingin bersama dirimu. ku tak kan pernahberpaling darimu, walau kini kau jauh dariku, kan selalu kunanti karena ku sayang kamu* - last msg from uu.