im seriously getting lazy to blog nowadays!!but got to write wad happen yesterday!!.it was kinda our last outting yesterday as clair is leaving on sunday to thailand for 4 damn years!.was out with those peeps yesterday!and as usual clair was the lastest!.ya but pris had to work so it was like 4 of us at first!.we shopped, joked ard and i realised i kinda miss that fun time we always had.its kind of pity that aft our o's we hardly come out as a group due to some problems!but once we met each other, everything seems to jus disappear!all we cared was fun!so we had baker's inn pasta again yesterday.GREAT! the food really filled my tummy!.and mich had a thing for starbucks!ya!!she just keeps bugging us to go starbucks!and damn!u all should see the way she drink her ice mocha she like drink up all the whip cream den add more whip cream!and den drink again den buy popcorn eat!.oh no!!how fattering lahh!eeeeewww!yeahh.ohh yaa!!and lata we shopped at cine, den we're in hula and co. suddenly got this guy appear and ask if he could be friends with me!hahaha!ii did not know wad to do!den all of them devil-ing me at the back sayin "say no!, say you got bf". but in my mind i wanted to ask for his number, in this way he wont get totally rejected!.but because of my friends!i jus told him"NO!".ha` ya so anyway it was fun having clair ard!hmm i tink i'll miss her! 4 years?damn!.so ard 9 pris met us!and by den mich had already left, paulene left soon aft pris arrived!.clair left like soon aft tt also?so it was like me and pris?.ya walked ard for a while den we both wen back home!.
*aunty brenda's house today.first stop my place, picked me up!.next, was javian's school!, next was to mos office.well i tot no one recognise me!but still ppl did!.next, to pay some insurance thingy!.and damn!having javian in the car is a pain!wont keep quiet lahh!.next, to buy food,den back to javian's school but now its to pick jarren up!.den finally to my aunt's house!!sweet!.as usual had to babysit them!.made them all sit on the dinning table and study!killer!.aft all those crap!.me and my aunt made mooncakes!!damn its like alot of work?and my aunt say this"i tink its fun lah, but to you i tink not fun lah"i tink its fun ok!made like 4 boxes of it!i have like all the egg yolk one with me now!!goin to share it ard!.end here!ohhh ya!jus now i was msgin my cousin and i jus realised my brother is still an ass!he told or showed my aunty i had tongue stud!like for wadever reason?i dunno whyy is he always doin this!.i don evn leak out anythig bout him?like neva!.wahhh seriously hate it!
*pictures taken yesterday!no one send me!!only have 1 pic.all those losers neva send me!brother is evn a bigger loser, lend my camera to his friend!ass! (upload the rest soon!)
*2.32am feeling kinda painful.ii neva knew people so close to me had so many problems in life.i feel so selfish now, neva taking them to heart to feel their pain and all.all i did was being mean and rude to them. their so near to me,but our hearts are jus so far away!whyy does it always feel these way!.well but mine isn't any better!sometimes i feel like giving up, really don wanna carry on.but there are too many reasons holding me back.*peace*