its 5.42am i really wanna sleep.
but i was suppose to blog and if i don't, i don't think i'll have the time any sooner.

and i began to think about weird stuff.
like why gun is even allow in US and so on.
like a normal human doesn't need a gun., what can they do with it?
yea kill people!, and now there's so many gunman killing any random people.
i don't know.
i think i'm talking rubbish.

someone said to me today that its hard to love me.
i thought quite a bit, and i couldn't figure out why
i thought i was easy to love.

maybe it's time for me to learn how to say no.
and after that it's time for me to learn how not to be soft hearted.
i got to get my points right.
i need rest, a big rest where i don't need to think.
i really need some rest.

and lastly, i'm clueless about you, your intention.
you go as you like and come as you like.
am i left to die till you return and decides its good to stay friends.

baby, kill me.