4:10am

i'm feeling shity, which is wrong, this shouldnt be happening.

it must be the jobless thing! MUST BE!

its like waking up having to know i'm looking forward to nothing everyday.

no new surprises, no new playground.

i knew this would happen, i knew it!

but why?

cause it was fun and sad?????

wtf.

i hope i really learn to know what's fun and my limits.
goodnight, and please give me a job, a freaking waitress i also want la.