hardwork is all i need now.
i kinda regret having to repeat a year =(
i see many going into a job i long for.
do i really have to wait another year?.


i think i will never stop thinking about them, i remeber telling myself about how my memories of them would actually fade and eventually be forgotten. but it didnt. probably due to the little months that past. somtimes i grew really quiet sitting alone thinking about them. Having to see them go doesnt really huant me anymore. but their photos does =( i hope what ever ive ever said to you guys, you would actually hear me?. i promise to visit more often, not that i dont want to. i will. i will.


and gosh oh gosh. disgusting people wont change =)
sometimes i wonder whyy people are born with brains but doesnt use it.
haha, mayb im one of them, but to this matter i doubt! cause i think im a expert towards this kinda issue. i met too many. probably im the porblem one. but seriously, i dont farking care as long as you dont do stupid things which of course i can TOTALLY SEE!!. out of my slight will help ALOT. appreciated. there's BLOOODY something wrong with my zero key lahh!! i only can add smiley like once! THANKs! help me with my zero KEY!!