sometimes i think ive gone too far, but to me, thats cause i was never controlled. i was allowed to go miles after miles and not knowing when to stop.
arghhh. i make everything WORSE!

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i really wanna make everything better. like HELL better. i hope i would be able to keep up to what i say, and of course you not doing anything to upset the hell out of me. den everything would be fine. FINE........ =))

im not saying my days are sucky and all, its perfectly fine =)) like now! i settle myself down in my room looking at my phototframe which has photos of the VERY IMPORTANT people in my life. some might have left. but, i still have many more to relay on. its just lovely to think of them, they ease all problems


SITEX!

great and not great.
i had enjoyable time though i didnt have much/many friends there workign with me compared to comex. at least, i made new ones!. sales on the first day was -_-" but i topped!! HAHAHA believe me! selling 4 is already the TOP! wheee. oh yay, O2 doesnt suck, its just having those other part timer at the same boooth but different dealer snatching your sales, that suck!. they are one freaking kaisu man. i swear!. oh well, but the second day? i had the lowest sales! VERY BAD ONE! i sold just 1! =)) AT LEAST, ive manage to get a 50 dollars robinson voucher! SPEND SPEND!

i had cal with me on saturday morning and yuqi in the night. cal was way noiser den ever, calling me 1000 million times to ask me to wake up. worth it?. yea. yuqi was the sweet one, coming over to dad's place and stay with me. there goes my weekends!.


today was a pretty nice day i had. 4 of us headed over to ikea aft i was done with my lesson. supposely ending at 1, but i left at 12. i totally forgot lesson ends at 1, so i just left. so yea we had meatballs. and had a little crazy time shopping. i wasnt really the crazy one.
ohh, and i have finally decided not to wait, like what i told yuqi. ive always wanted my bf to get me a softtoy, esp when my bf is calvin (its kid to him). and so i got myself a bearr =)) and ive named it CALVIN. its like having cal with me all the time. lots of photos. TMR?

lastly would be school, i really wanna do well for all test. but its either i dont have the book/notes or i dont even know there's a test.
im screwing up my life. am i?

i love calvin. no one can replace please.❤❤❤❤