(maine, seriously thanks much. you got me smiling all day)welll, its a start of my nice bday celebration tmr. but well, thing aint turning out that nice and sweet afterall. but i really hope and wish that everything would turn out the way i wanted, probably just smoothlyyy. SO for now!, i should be happpy!! 19 in just a few days away =)) though i badly dont wanna turn 19!. i wanna stay 18 for life!.
im going chinatown tmr morning, hopefully i'll be able to wake up. mummy needs to get some winter clothes for europe trip. im kinda jealous, more liek VERY jealous lahhhhhh. i hate school even more now!. if it wasnt for school, i will also be buying my winter clothing.
and there it goes...........im thinking otherwise again. STOP! I MUST STOP. im ruining everything!. but what if its true?. cant i be happpy for once, NO!. i meant for a long time.
im reallly sick. i need help.