it was a tiring night yesterday, mainly due to school.
but i woke up early due to dad's phone call. i read the email he send to us, got me tearing a little. my grandpa is so sick, dad is dead worried, aunty has too many things to look after, the rest are all busy with work. i wish i could help them a little. my grandpa has soo many follow ups including operation for his stomach and etc.


beside that, fark my birthday. people has been like a. forget it. just no birthday. no parties. no nothing. just staying at home.

this month is not my month. im doing everthing that is so out of my mind.