i neva expected breaking down at my work place!NEVER!.but probably i was too stress over EVERYTHING!.but wad ii learn most is- not everyone is as helpful as you tink!.its like good ppl are all at disadvantage?.like my mum for example?.she's like so nice?.always tinking bout others and yet kept getting bully!.-ssshhhh.don really regret breakin down cause aft i did that i felt like the whole buden deep down in me was like gone?.i started singing and laughin again!

watched lil' man onsat with fei fei, emily and pussy!.was suppose to be like me and pussy!.but fei fei asked me out.and of cause i agree!.the show was not that bad, kept laughing at like everything.but i would say white chicks is much better!!watched the show till 130am and didn't wanna go back so called andy to drive us for supper at geylang with his friend!.whooo *dianxins

ok i jus actually deleted wad i jus wrote!fark!.so i was typing bout yesterday aft work michelle, alex and ii went out to cine!.everything was fine till the arrival of his friend!.but all i remember was me and michelle jus wanted to run away so badly!and of cause ii did not!.but instead K-ed with them till 3am!??!.all i did was imagine they wont there and sang!.ohhh ya u people must listen to how alex friend sing, it just sounded like he is holding his shit for months!and thats when ii realised that my boyfriend's singing is so soothing to the ears!HAHAHA!!

and today?.alex acted like he completely dunno us?.no i should say he was like another person!.me and michelle totally could not take it?.hahha!.but ii was moved to fitting room today!.suckssS!!and its the first time having dinner with michelle!!.lost my water bottle though!>i wonder who took it or where i left it!.

12 plus now!.4th month with calvin!,guess he forgot all bout it!.see thats how sad my life is!.HA-.
ok i need some very good rest!im hungry though feel like asking eleanor for nasi lemak!,but am controllin myself!.

*yawn!